It's considered the perfect crime ~ The revival of Jes'sakkids' ... Erasing the memory of innocent people w/ toxic chemicals, using hypnosis to re-construct their minds & to make them slaves

There is a horrifying crime that is being committed, that is virtually undetectable by people who know you don't have particular information to be able to hold them accountable.

Today, many Native Americans believe; we are living in the time of "The 7th Fire Prophecy", a time when they believe according to the prophecy; that "new people" will emerge.

However The 7th Fire Prophecy has also taken on an entirely different belief today for certain members of the Midewiwin (Native American secret medicine society > highly accomplished medicine men) who are criminally forcing "new people" without their consent, to emerge. How you might ask?

Lets start here:  First they conceal from you their membership in the Midewiwin Medicine Society > that they are Midewiwin, and gain the trust of targeted people, usually by being overly nice, talking about "sacred" things, always having something to "teach" you, some kind of life lesson they use to to validates their sincerity, perhaps a story to share or Native American Storytelling.

Then one of two things will occur next:

You will be invited to one of their talking circles and or healing circles and expected to participate in a requirement they have, of which you will not be told about until you attend their circle, and then you are given tobacco to ingest or ... a tea to drink.

OR

If you don't attend their circles, they will create an interesting scheme to somehow get you into a position where you will be alone with them. At this point, you will be kindly offered tobacco to ingest as a "sacred" sign of friendship and made to feel somehow obligated to ingest it or to drink it.

Here's the bombshell of information that's of utter importance ...

The tobacco they provide to you is mixed with toxic herbs that, within 15 minutes + or so after ingestion, will catapult you into an extremely frightening brain damaging chemical hypnosis and they will keep you isolated for up to 4 - 5 hours, while using hypnosis / hypnotherapy  on you, until the initial effects of the toxic herbs begin to wane and they will let you go and resume your life - well, somewhat resume your life.
You will have zero memory of what they did to you - the toxic chemicals make it impossible for your brain to record (retrograde amnesia) and is (FACT).

Because you are not aware that you are in a chemical hypnosis and highly open to suggestion, because you do not remember what happened to you, and because you look outwardly to every one else as "normal" and other than a few odd statements you may make or exhibit some odd behavior, and because the chemical hypnosis lasts anywhere from 3 - 5 days with one single ingestion of their medicinal herbs, this makes it easy for them to re-dose you

 ... How you ask?

What they do is stay in contact with you via phone, often switching phones (they use many) consistently throughout the day, every single day.

They have to. They have to be in contact with you utilizing the "open to suggestion" state you are in (FACT)
If they didn't, you'd likely be doing all sorts of stuff that were suggested to you by anyone > this is how powerful these toxic plants are and is why the U.S. Governments definition regarding these toxic herbs is this; "the inability to make independent decisions"
Before the toxic plants have a chance to leave your system, they have you come back to them and they
re-dose you and again provide hypnosis / hypnotherapy. With every "session" your brain suffers more and more damage and your memories are replaced through the hypnosis (FACT)

And again, these evil, soulless animals will continue to do this to you twice per week for approximately 1 month - sometimes a little longer, depending on their goal (FACT) and how quickly they can change you permanently.

They are literally performing a chemical lobotomy on human beings without their consent or knowledge.
And BTW: Kids are not safe either. These medicine men frequently target their easiest prey:
Troubled kids in at risk youth facilities / camps as you will also see and learn on my blog.

This "program" has been used for thousands of years by Native American Medicine men and is based on an Algonquin Rite of Passage ceremony that included the use of the same toxic herbs to erase the memories of young men entering adulthood.

 Grandfather William Commanda 

It appears (through my extensive research of who else is involved) that they justify their criminal actions through how they interpret the meaning behind The 7th Fire Prophecy of which adopted a new meaning during the early 70's, around the same time The American Indian Movement was created and only after Grandfather William Commanda was no longer the Chief of the Indians of the America's who cared for the prophecy and was kept by him on a wampum belt from 1957 - 1970


The original prophecy concerned the earth, and its destruction through materialism and it strongly encouraged everyone from all nations to focus on spirituality instead of the materialistic and spoke about "new" people coming who may help to show the way to peace. Additionally, the prophet states that we (as a collective) have a choice to honor earth and live spiritually or if we continue to live materialistically, the earth will eventually become destroyed. 

The new Prophecy still concerns the earth, and its destruction, however it now focuses on the occurrence of destruction happening at the hands of the "white nation", who it is pointed out has destroyed the earth in many respects. This "new" prophecy speaks about "new" people who will somehow emerge through circles and will be in need of guidance. The new prophecy claims that
"the white nation" will be given a choice of two paths; one that will lead to brotherhood and sister hood and the other leading towards much suffering and much death.

You can see that when the prophecy was changed in the 1970's, around the same time The American Indian Movement was created, the prophecy now focuses on "the white nation" instead of its original meaning and actually points out that these "new" people will emerge through "circles" and will need guidance.

As you know, countless examples throughout history have demonstrated that large groups of people, who share the same religion or belief, have gone through very drastic and extreme measures for what they believe in. Pointing out the Middle East and their continued religious "fights" is a bit over the top, or pointing out Adolph Hitler's attempt to destroy a certain group of people, are both prime examples of how extreme groups of people can be and how far they will go with their monstrous acts against other human beings, for what they believe in.

In religion, it is my position that everyone has the right to believe in what they want to believe in, no one is right or wrong. But when you have a large group of people taking their belief to a much higher level and using it to obliterate an entire culture for a particular objective, is the kind of twisted "belief" that can be placed right up there with the same thought processes as Adolph Hitler. Despite that my previous paragraph may have been a bit "over the top" it does serve well to get you to the point of understanding what I'm talking about and despite (in my opinion) that Hitler demonstrated escalated intelligence, he was equally a very twisted man.

There are plenty of "twisted" people out there at varying degree's of "twisted-ness", take a look at the world,
but after 3 years of intensive, at times covert research, due entirely to what quickly destroyed my family, not having any answers and in attempt to find the answers, I have uncovered something that these particular Midewiwin do not want anyone to know. We are not dealing with a small group of religious fanatics, what this is, is a very organized system.

OK so back to the crime being comitted today ...

The key players in this crime:

A group of people who present to you that they live in "Native American" tradition, although they may not actually "look" to be Native American. They present themselves as; a Native American Storyteller, a Native American "elder", a Native American Shaman or may express that they have even been "adopted" into a tribe etc. and unless you do the research, serious research, you would never know they were in fact members of the secret Midewiwin (medicine man) Medicine Society or more importantly that they are  ... Jessakid Mide.  


In the image from 2011 below,  the Jes'sakkid' who was involved in the poisoning of my husband states that we are in the 7th Fire Prophecy > pay attention to his delivery of smooth words.

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Ms. Mide  "You have my respect & gratitude" two common words that drip from her mouth frequently to BS people. She contacted her good friend Jes'sakkid' to poison my husband
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There are different levels of Mide, one particular level is called Jessakid which is considered the most dangerous to society and feared. In fact, they were a serious risk enough to society, that they were put to death or placed placed in mental institutions by our government. For this reason, they previously went underground.

Today, the Mides who are considered Jessakids although few, conceal that they are Mide's and that is why the "key" players in this crime are doing everything they can, as demonstrated in my own court case, to conceal that they are Jessakid Midewiwin.
You can look online for information about the Midewiwin Medicine Society, but it will do you no good.

You need to sort through the minimal information available and learn how to locate "the whole story", not just the condensed versions available and to get the real information regarding the "different" types of Mide.

I will write another post specifically on Jessakid Mide later that will include reputable links so you do not have to sort through the numerous pages online that only touch the tip of a very scary group of people, that you are led to believe have basically become extinct - the reason for this perception ... because Jessakid will go to extreme lengths to conceal who they are, while at the same time present to everyone a very different face while they continue to practice their profoundly evil acts on innocent people. In fact, the very act of balancing this routine - is something they strive very hard to do and are complete masters at it as you will see.

The Jĕs´sakkīd´ is a seer and prophet; though commonly designated a “juggler,” the Indians define him as a “revealer of hidden truths.” There is no association whatever between the members of this profession, and each practices his art singly and alone whenever a demand is made and the fee presented. As there is no association, so there is no initiation by means of which one may become a Jĕs´sakkīd´.

The gift is believed to be given by the thunder god, or Animiki´, and then only at long intervals and to a chosen few. The gift is received during youth, when the fast is undertaken and when visions appear to the individual. His renown depends upon his own audacity and the opinion of the tribe.

He is said to possess the power to look into futurity; to become acquainted with the affairs and intentions of men; to prognosticate the success or misfortune of hunters and warriors, as well as other affairs of various individuals, and to call from any living human being the soul, or, more strictly speaking, the shadow,
thus depriving the victim of reason, and even of life.
More here

When I was doing my research and found this, it is as close to what I could explain happened to my husband. But just as you are reading this and probably doubtful that anyone could do this and believe it to be impossible, I expect that reaction and would like to explain this;

It's probably easier to understand or accept that the process is more like putting a persons conscience to sleep for good and bringing their subconscience to the forefront and tweaking it with hypnosis.
You will see how they do this shortly.

The unfortunate reality is this; it is highly unlikely that a person can come out of this once the Jessakid does this to them, due to what is involved. It is a mechanism in their brain that is physically cut off as you will see below.

The person is literally poisoned into being "something else".
As I write this blog, keep in mind that I'm referring to the two "Mide"s - one being a Jessakid, that directly destroyed my family. Although they both belong to a Mide lodge that is led by another high level, well known  Midewiwin who has a lengthy criminal history and that all Jessakid's are considered evil and dangerous, I can only speak for the Mide's I have had first hand experience dealing with.

What they do :
One way or another, if you have been targeted, they will persist in finding a way to get their "poison" into you ...

When they have won your trust, using their very charismatic Jessakid personna, they will offer you "tobacco" as a gesture of peace and friendship. Many times this is done in their Talking circles and Healing circles  where ingesting their "tobacco" is considered a requirement, here is a good example ...

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 Or ... if you have been targeted and they can't somehow talk you into attending their "circles", they will create a way or create a scheme (they are awesome at staging things as you will also see) to get you alone for a few hours and again using their jessakid charisma, will try and make you feel obligated to ingest their "tobacco" as you are led to believe that it would be an insult if you don't participate by ingesting it, as it is their "sacred" sign of friendship.

So before you know it, basically you are alone, with people who have won your trust, you - not knowing their evil plan, you have delibrately been put on the spot, and they will use their intentional words of sincerity (they throw the word "sacred" around alot to add credability to their words) and your guilt to co-erce you into ingesting their "tobacco" because you are made to feel that you need to prove to them that you accept their friendship. They may even resort to using "white men" have been cruel to Native Americans, or mother earth is being destroyed by the "white nation" and all we want is peace" to guilt you into ingesting their "tobacco" - this is really how they operate.

What they don't tell you :

1. The "tobacco" is mixed with toxic herbs (from plants known as Jimson weed, Datura, devils breath, angels trumpet, borrocho tree, mandrake, belladonna and brugmansia)
2. The toxic herbs take approx 15 minutes to 30 minutes for you to begin to experience the affects, by the time you do, you've already been over-dosed and it is far too late.
3. The toxic herbs will catapult you into a chemical hypnosis, leaving you highly open to suggestion and will remain in your system from 3 - 5 days
4. The toxic herbs, in the high doses they give you - cause permanent brain damage
5. The toxic herbs cause a delirium and can leave you in a permanent delirium
6. Their plan is to use hypnosis on you after you eneter into the chemical hypnosis, to replace what they intend on damaging in your brain ; memories
7. They are going to take advantage of you, in the most evil and soulless way possible
8. You have zero chance of realizing what happened to you
9. You will look perfectly normal to everyone, you won't look drugged. Therefore no one knows what is going on and may only witness a few "odd" things here and there, during the process.

The toxic "herbs" are made of the same chemicals in the infamous Colombian drug "Burundanga", most prominent are the Tropane Alkaloids; Scopolamine, Atropine and Hyscamine

Do you remember what I said above about the Jessakid Mide possessing the ability to draw a man's soul from his body so that either he becomes insane or dies?
I also stated that it was more like cutting off their conscience completely and replacing it with their subconscience right?

Aside of the nasty chemical Scopolamine, the other nasty chemical called Atropine. Atropine comes from the Greek word "Atropos" and it means "to cut the thread of life” and here 

Both Scopolamine and Atropine have incredible histories for being used criminally for murder, abduction, in witch craft, black magic and have been common chemicals used through plants and herbs by Native Americans.

How do the Mide's take advantage of you?

Once you enter into the chemical hypnosis, repeatedly suffer brain damage and undergo hypnosis, they will allow you to come out of the chemical hypnosis in approx 30 days.

If their objective was to have you sign legal docs - you will
If their objective was your money - you'll give it to them
If their objective  was to have you finance things for them  - you will
If their objective was to become a business partner with you - you will do it
If their objective was to have you leave your family - you will do it
If their objective was to have you embrace Native American teachings, traditions etc. - you will
If their objective was to have you commit suicide - you will

They are in complete control of you and will have you do anything they want and you will never realize it
- doesn't seem real does it?

It is and I'm going to show you how they do it.

Every decision you make, no matter how peculiar or sudden to your family, will appear as though you made these decisions of your own free will and family members can jump up and down repeatedly stating"something is wrong", try to get help, they could even go to court to prove something is wrong,
however, because you appear to be making the decisions, that are often times drastic, and you appear "normal", nothing can be done about it. In every sense of the word, it is a living nightmare ... hell.

And guess what?
If you are making these decisions, if you appear normal and these animals are so organized that they
preemptively program you to sing the praises of them and defend them, this only reinforces the appearance of you doing all of it - of your own free will, even though you are not.

Here is a good example, I have to use information taken from my own court case to demonstrate how these elusive criminals work. Briefly; my husband of almost 30 years became targeted by one of them, and was  intentionally poisoned and brain damaged by two of them for personal gain. They then lied and concealed information (as you will see) to protect themselves from being caught and from people learning that they are Midewiwin (Jessakid). Pay close attention to the last sentence in my husbands statement to the court when I tried to get psych eval of him due to his sudden profound and frightening behavior, as it demonstrates how the victim's perception of the "cover up" used by the Jessakid is defended.
That cover up being > > of their circles that the victim (my husband) states are "hardly qualities worthy of condemnation".

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First, my husband has no clue that the circle he is referring to that he states are for troubled youth and those with emotional trauma issues - didn't even exist.

Second, he has no idea that the words he is using to describe what the circle's (the circle that didn't exist) teachings are based on are the Midewiwin 7 Grandfather Teachings. You can find these teachings online, but you'd be hard pressed to find information that demonstrates they are Midewiwin teachings in origin.

Third, my husband doesn't remember the talking circles and healing circles that he was drugged into attending (as you will see) and then forced into hypnosis (as you will also see)


In her statement (you will see below) Ms. Mide (who is a lower level Mide, but not a Jessakid Mide) actually admits that she had contact with my husband and specifies she had contact with him for her;
 A) talking circles and B) healing circles and stated she had contact with him because he expressed an interest in attending these circles.

Watch how she words things as it demonstrates how she works to evade being suspected of anything.

Yet, in my husbands statement above, the circles he thinks that I  (the petitioner) am referring to and that he  believes I thought he attended, which are clearly the only circles he knows about and that he believes I'm concerned with were for troubled youth & those with emotional trauma issues. 

You just read his statement to the court, do you see my husband mention anything about 

talking circles or healing circles of any kind?

No, he only talks about circles that he believes Ms. Mide "volunteered" to do through a teaching organization for "troubled youth". That teaching organization that my husband mentions would later be determined in court to be operated by Jes'sakkid' Mide / Native American Storyteller. 

Now remember when you see statements like; "at that time" from any of the parties involved, it is referencing the time that my husband suffered the rapid onset of a delirium that became significantly worse that resulted in the complete destruction of my beautiful family.

Here is Ms. Mide's statement 

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She say's that her contact with my husband was "simply notifications" for 2 different circles & she identifies them, and she then states the circles were held by ...  and she names who held them, which is the Jessakid Mide  (but no one knows that's what he is though, at this point) and then she say's : "of which I was a volunteer". She then states the "notices/email I sent him" (of which I will show you below were actually aggressive phone calls)
"were part of a group mailing list of people who had expressed an interest in attending"
Then she adds a bunch of "fluff" about her circles.

Here is another one of her statements:

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I will show you in a few minutes how her contact with my husband was not limited to a
 "group" mailing list , see the wording; "group mailing list", It implies my husband was not singled out by her though he really was.

I will show you the aggressive phone calls she placed to my husband initially only on the days she held her circles & that she hid that info from the court

I will show you how she did not volunteer to "help" with any of these circles. Theres the wording again; "volunteer work" used by her to imply to the court that she's a good person

I will show you how she intentionally conspired with the Jessakid Mide to hold her poison circles and that she actually targeted my husband.

I will show you her many lies to the court - its rediculous, keep reading

And I just showed you how she stated my husband was part of a "group" of people who expressed an interest in attending her circles (see the wording again; "group", yet he doesn't remember them and only remembers circles for troubled youth of which my adult husband would not attend and  ... didn't even exist. She also stated they were email / notifications, while hiding & in denying her aggressive calls to him to the court.
First, here (below) is one of the flyers for the ONLY type of circles held by Ms. Mide "at that time".
These are the same circles that she stated my husband expressed an interest in attending and is why she had contact with him through "group" email / notifications "at that time".



Notice it is being held at a Hypnosis studio, remember this - its important as you will see. No where on this flyer or on the many other flyers "at that time" state that her circles were for "troubled youth" or "those with emotional trauma issues".

Her circles were facilitated by the Jessakid Mide and included teachings from his previous Midewiwin teacher which I will show you how I know shortly.

This circle was held on May 8, 2009

Here is Ms. Mide aggressively contacting my husband to attend the circle in the photo above held on
May 8, 2009 Ms. Mide only contacted my husband on the same days that she held her circles to try to get him to attend. My husband repeatedly declined her invitations.

These phone calls from Ms. Mide were to my husband on May 8, 2009 

Now take a look at another circle held by Ms. Mide "at that time" and make special note of the date;
April 3, 2009 and another one (below it) dated July 3, 2009 there are many more, but I'm using only two to save space. This flyer, like many others between April 3, 2009 - August 14, 2009 demonstrate on the flyer that the circle is hosted by; Ms. Mide's healing business. These flyers also include her business logo, her business address, her name and her business email address.

Ms. Mide's phone calls to my husband on April 3, 2009

Here is another one for July 3, 2009 that has all the same information about Ms. Mide's healing business.

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Now, take a look at what Ms. Mide stated to the court regarding her healing business:

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"Resulting in me being unable to proceed to the opening as planned" If you go here, she blatently states again that she doesn't operate a healing business, along with a myriad of her other lies too but
I suggest you keep reading & go back to that link later, because you will see for yourself how hypnosis & their toxic herbs profoundly changed my husband.
Proof that cannot be disputed.



Now take a look at when Ms. Mide registered her healing business :

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September 18, 2008 is when Ms. Mide registered her healing business


In her statement, she directly told the court she was unable to proceed to the opening of her business after she registered it. If she registered her business on September 18, 2008 and she didn't proceed to the opening as she stated, how is she advertising her business and holding circles "hosted" by her business beginning in April 2009, as you just saw on July 3, 2009 and all the way until August 14, 2009 - almost 1 year after she registered her business?

Thats called a lie and will prove to be one of many other lies.

Question: Why do you suppose Ms. Mide told the court that she had only sent my husband notifications//email and as part of a "group" mailing, but denied and hid the fact that she was aggressively calling him only on the days she held circles?

Question: Why do you suppose Ms. Mide lied about operating her healing business during the time my husband suffered a severe delirium that resulted in him abruptly moving out because an angel told him to and moving in with Ms. Mide?

Question: Didn't my husband say in his statement above to the court that the circles held by Ms. Mide that he believed were for troubled youth and those with emotional trauma issues were based on "honesty", respect, "truth" etc. (the Midewiwin 7 Grandfather Teachings) and  they were qualities hardly worthy of condemnation?

Well that's a little conflicting isn't it? Ms. Mide allegedly held circles about truth, honesty, respect etc. my husband is shown in his court doc defending these circles (that never existed) by stating they are hardly qualities worthy of condemnation, yet here she is blatently lying, being dishonest and disrespectful to the court & my husband doesn't even realize it or the fact that the circles he remembers didn't exist.
I just showed you actual documents -

Now your probably thinking, how do I know Ms. Mide is actually a Midewiwin.

In this email below "at that time", Ms. Mide talks about her "Midewiwin brother". Due to who I now know is a Jessakid Mide, the same person who she was holding circles with "at that time" I can only believe she is referring to him.
If you want to read more of Ms. Mide's lies you can go here - there's a bunch of them.

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Ok, so now with all of this established, where did my husband get the idea that her circles are for troubled youth and those with emotional trauma issues?
Where did he learn the Midewiwin 7 Grandfather teachings?
Why doesn't he remember the Talking circles and Healing circles?

I'm going to show you in a minute, please keep reading though to follow.


Meet Mr. Mide.

Mr. Mide is a NH Native American Storyteller and come to find out; he is one of those dangerous and feared  Jessakid Mide's I mentioned above, and a very good friend of Ms. Mide. He is the person she held her circles with.

In fact, a couple of weeks before my husband suffered a sudden and rapid delirium, Ms. Mide contacted Mr. Jessakid Mide to hold circles with her through her business; you know, the healing business she was operating and advertising for almost 1 year after she registered it, but lied and told the court she never opened. The same circles she also told the court she did as "volunteer" work for Mr. Jessakid Mide. (see below)

This is Mr. Jessakid Mide posting to his followers stating that he is "Mide for the day".
Apparently he was traveling to go some place to "do work" with "at risk youth" in Pennsylvania where his friend - who also appears to be Midewiwin works.

In fact, Mr. Jessakid apparently does a lot of work with "at risk youth". This is alarming to me after experiencing what happened to my husband. He's an adult they took complete advantage of, can you  imagine what they could get away with, working with kids in such a vulnerable situation as "at risk youth?"
Recently he has added schools, camps and colleges to his list of preferred places to do "his work" and refers to the "work" that he does as a "movement".

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Below image is Mr. Mide's previous  teacher - the same teacher I mentioned above who Mr. Jessakid Mide refers to as an "elder" and whose teachings are given in Ms. Mides circles, he was also a high level Midewiwin. This elder Midewiwin is now deceased. 

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Here is the Midewiwin lodge where Mr. Jessakid Mide now belongs and is led by a high level Midewiwin who teaches about the 7th Fire Prophecy, and also has a lengthy criminal history

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And here is Mr. Jessakid Mide solicting donations for the Medicine Society through his non-registered NH business, that he's been operating for 6 years. BTW all of this information about Mr. Jessakid Mide being involved with the Midewiwin medicine society was deleted from the places online that I got it from when Ms. Mide became a party to my case and she named Mr. Jessakid Mide in her court docs.


Mr. Jessakid Mide solicits donations for the Medicine Society

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Pay close attention to the following ... Mr. Jessakid Mide "teaches" through his non-registered NH business all about "balance"

He teaches about "balance" in life

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He teaches about individual "balance"

He teaches about signs of "balance"

His teachings are about teachings of "balance" and this one even includes
...  "troubled youth"

He teaches how to live through "balance"

And finally, take a look at this:

This is my husbands new name  ... it is his real first name and "Balanced" as his last name
My husband does not remember our marriage or our family life. He doesn't remember his relationship with our 5 children or that it has been completely altered and changed forever, 
he believes I am his direct enemy and hates me.
He hasn't spoken a word to me since shortly after abruptly moving out on June 20, 2009 
and when directly moving in with Ms. Mide.
After he suddenly moved out, this is the only contact my husband made with me, an odd email on
July 1, 2009 

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In fact, the last time my husband spoke to me was on August 14, 2009 when he was witnessed leaving a hypnosis studio with Ms. Mide and he assaulted me and took a fighting stance against our young daughter

Take a look at how our family used to be 

"We had strong roots as my husband always said"


Take a look at some of his emails that he sent me and the kids before he was poisoned on May 20, 2009

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                                                May 17, 2009

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You see, despite that she would have everyone including the court believe that her circles were "volunteer work" that she provided for Mr. Jessakid Mide, it really wasn't. She was already holding her own circles monthly. (see below)

In fact, Ms. Mide as you briefly read above, lied numerous times in her statements to the court and intentionally hid information. For some reason (not known by me "at that time") Ms. Mide specifically contacted Mr. Jessakid Mide to begin holding circles with her (see below)


Ms. Mide was already holding her own circles

In February 2009 She went with Mr. Jessakid Mide to the Midewiwin lodge. The same lodge that is led by the high level, known Midewiwin who has a lengthy criminal history and where Mr. Jessakid Mide often goes.

Then in March 2009 She specifically contacted Mr. Jessakid Mide after she came back from a Midewiwin lodge to begin holding circles with her

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Take a look again; 3 weeks earlier ... Below the word Medicine & where the rest is blocked out are the names of the people who went on this trip TOGETHER. They would be:
 Jes'sakkids' name, Ms. Mides name & another Mides name 

And then on April 3, 2009 She held her first "circle" with Mr. Jessakid Mide and on the same day; April 3, 2009 she began aggressively contacting my husband only on the days that she held her circles to attend her circles, to no avail. But my husband wouldn't bite.

April 3, 2009 Our phone records 

Our phone records continued to match up to the dates of her circles and my husband repeatedly declined to attend her circles.

Its gets better, keep reading.

On May 19, 2009 my husband received a call from her late in the day. Aside of operating her own healing practice, she also worked in the office of one of our business clients (my husband provided IT support to)
She claimed she was having significant computer related issues that for some reason my husband couldn't fix via the phone as he could often do (phone support) so she asked him to come out the next morning to fix the issue himself. How do I know? I was sitting with him when he got the call - I was the office manager of our IT business. The "support" call lasts slightly over 17 minutes.

On May 20, 2009 my husband left to go fix the computer issue she claimed she was having the night before.
Approx 35 - 40 minutes after he left the following calls were left on our answering machine from my husband along with an initial message of what sounded like labored and struggled breathing or like someone trying to speak. No one was home to answer the calls.

Now remember, I had no knowledge of any of this when it was happening and despite that I noticed it was my husbands cell phone number on the caller ID when we got the peculiar message on the answering machine, I thought that whoever left the message - their number just didn't show up on the caller ID.
I would never suspect my husband of leaving such a message. I jotted the date and the time of the call down to compare to the phone bill when it came in, but by the time it came in one month later, my husband had already suffered a delirium and abruptly moved out.

So the days that followed the call of labored and struggled breathing,
my husband began to suffer a peculiar delirium seemingly out of nowhere that got significantly and progressively worse.

The delirium included elevated temp, frightening hallucinations, severe dry & flushed skin, rage episodes,
memory loss, dilated pupils, statements about having a nervous break-down, statements about a suicide pact, statements about his wife and kids hating him, and of his marriage being severely unhealthy and that his wife (of almost 30 years) was very abusive etc.

The whole time, she was still contacting him on the days that she held her circles.

Let me pick another arbitrary date of her circles to demonstrate:

June 12, 2009 Another one held at a hypnosis studio 

June 12, 2009 an email message from our answering service from her claiming
she having another alleged major computer issue and she needs a call back ASAP

June 12, 2009 Our phone records

On June 20, 2009 after having 1 final frightening rage episode out of nowhere, my husband abruptly moved out stating an angel told him to, that he had no choice, his hands were tied, there was nothing he could do about it, it was already done etc.

He moved in with Ms. Mide and has only spoken to me once since moving out (3 years ago) and that was on the night of August 14, 2009 when he was witnessed leaving a hypnosis studio with  Ms. Mide on a night she was holding a circle that she would later, in court docs change her story about at least two times.


Mr. Mide talking about how we are living in the 7th Fire Prophecy

The Midewiwin 7 Grandfather Teachings - by Mr. Jessakid Mide  which are also taught by his Midewiwin leader who has a lengthy criminal history.
Remember my husband's statement to the court when I filed for psych eval at the beginning of this post? he recited the Midewiwin 7 Grandfather teachings without even knowing they were of Midewiwin origin.

I think its pretty evident why Ms. Mide specifically contacted Mr. Jessakid Mide to begin holding talking circles and healing circles with her, why she was aggressively trying to get my husband to attend her circles, why she lied about so much in court and hid information, where my husband got the idea of circles being for "troubled youth" and how he knew the Midewiwin 7 Grandfather teachings - having no prior knowledge of anything Native American, let alone Midewiwin teachings.

First of all, my husband didn't express an interest at all in attending her circles, he repeatedly refused her invitations, in April 2009 he gave me his cell phone when he would be home, to answer for him b/c he was sick of her calls.

Secondly, it is evident that on May 20, 2009 when he went to fix her alleged major computer issue, she did something to my husband - per his many calls home, his voice mail message of labored and struggled breathing and the rapid onset of the delirium he was experiencing ...

Remember the May 20, 2009 calls all in a row and only minutes apart made by my husband (above photo), when he left a message of what sounded to be labored and struggled breathing, someone trying to speak? :

Tropane Alkaloid over-dose (Burundanga; specifically Scopolamine poisoning) causes vocal chord paralysis, whereas only "vocal noises" can be made, so severe, sometimes sounding like a raccoon.

Third, my husband demonstrated in his statements to the court (above) he did not remember any talking circles or healing circles that Ms. Mide claims he expressed an interest in attending and only remembered circles for "troubled youth" and those with "emotional trauma issues".

Fourth, When he abruptly moved out during the delirium, due to an "angel" telling him that he had no choice, he moved in with Ms. Mide

Ms. Mide and Mr. Jessakid Mide intentionally brain damaged a human being and wiped his memories, a man who had been married for almost 30 years, who had 5 children and lots and lots of memories, memories that are now almost completely gone. They gave him new hurtful memories of his own wife and kids, and they made him literally hate his wife and entirely changed the way he feels about his own children. They stripped him of who he was, who he knew for almost 30 years, to be his family and
... she did it for personal-gain.

The kids and I were left without a husband, without a father, homeless, with no vehicle and penniless.

Do you want to know why? 

Because directly after my husband abruptly moved out, he began making rapid life changing decisions
that forced the kids and I to move into my 72 year old mom's 1 bdrm apt. 45 minutes away, using her car, eating many peanut butter sandwiches, living out of trash bags and washing our cloths in the bath tub.

With no money and my husband not paying the bills and he having all the online passwords that he always used to arrange online payments, everything was being shut off and nothing was being paid, including my truck that was repossessed.

They had control of his money and all of his bank accounts as demonstrated on all of his financials provided to the court (Ms. Mide's handwriting) and ... she was even the person in some instances answering questions the judge would ask my husband and she was the notary on our legal doc's and on our final divorce doc's!

The court questioned nothing, no matter what I said or tried to show them.
It was rediculous, a circus really.

Till this day, my husband somehow believes feverishly that he left me and the kids with a ton of money,  the Mide's obviously had to :implant" that too b/c I have all the evidence that demonstrates this is not true.
And in all rationality, which my husband is not capable of, anyone could see this wasn't true.

My husband was self-employed, we previously had a beautiful home (at the time) on 50 acres, pool, court, etc. our kids went to private schools, were enrolled in karate etc. he drove an expensive BMW and I drove an expensive SUV. My husband bragged about his family, lived for his family and held us very high and let everyone know it.

Aside of the emotional and financial hell we have all been through and continue to live, I think about the husband and father my husband used to be, I think about how hard he worked for his family, how nothing meant more to him than his family, right down to going to church on Sunday's and how much he wanted for his family and I think about how he doesn't deserve to be treated with such disrespect, treated like a trained monkey who has no idea what is going on.
And then I think about the bizarre words that fell from my husbands lips during the delirium;

"my own wife hates me, my kids hate me, me wife abuses me, I'm nothing more to them than a workhorse and slave, you all use me for my money"

... and I realize, it was then that to him, the Mide's actually accused his own family of doing what they planned on doing to him.

Ms. Mide did not provide volunteer work through her circles as she led everyone to believe,
she specifically contacted Mr. Mide to hold them with her because my husband was targeted by her.

She contacted the Mide guy whose all about "balance", the guy who works with
"troubled youth", the guy who also teaches the Midewiwin 7 Grandfather teachings that my husband recited in his court doc because they work together.


This is just the tip of the iceberg. All the Mide info I demonstrate here was deleted from where I got it when they were both named in my court case.

See more evidence & out right lies made to the court by Ms. Mide to protect herself and to hide what they did to my husband.

My evidence was never presented to the court, therefore I could not help my husband.

How they do it

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The thing is, I know of at least 5 - 6 other people in NH they have done this to just in the past 3 years and I also know that there are other Midewiwin members who are "friends" of these two animals who are doing this to people in other states. This is just the ones I know about.

Learn about these toxic herbs on my blog and learn what to look for so it may be possible for you to avoid what happened to us.