Grab yourself a cup of coffee and saddle up partner to learn what is secretly going on in New Hampshire.
The whole story ...
Quietly hidden among the picturesque towns of New Hampshire is a well kept secret.
This "secret" is not the typical real life "Desperate Housewives" with all the gossip and drama that comes along with it in every community across the nation and you will not find the holders of this secret all converging on facebook talking about this secret, you'll find them on facebook all right, but not ever talking about their secret.
Instead, you will find them promoting themselves and using fake words of sacred kindness, peace and love to attract people to them. Now of course not everyone will become their victim, no, just chosen or targeted people will ... the people who all have something of monetary value.
The rest of the people are used to provide a blanket of protection for them and who can attest to their sincere "words" of kindness and peace, their acts of volunteering and their deep concern for humanity.
Nice cover huh? And apparently its been working for them.
These people; Paula Stimpson AKA "Pallah" and Jim Beard AKA "Noodin" are secretly using toxic herbs that contain scopolamine to take advantage of innocent and unsuspecting people as you will see here.
They take advantageof the victim by utilizing the effects of the drug scopolamine and getting the victim to make particular decisions; many times sudden life changing decisions and legal decisions that they would never normally make and while drugged with scopolamine; such as having the victim sign legal docs while they are drugged or having the victim allow them to sign legal docs for them while the victim is drugged, as demonstrated in the following image ...
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More specifically, it is being done by people who you don't know are Midewiwin medicine men and women; Pallah Stimpson and Jim Beard.
Midewiwin are medicine men who are skilled manipulators who work with and use with precision; highly toxic vegetable poisons such as; Datura, Belladonna, Jimsonweed etc. because they contain high concentrations of scopolamine, atropine and hyoscamine.
In a high enough dose insufficient to kill, these chemicals render a person mentally incapacitated, with repeated use; they cause organic brain damage and the victim would lack the ability to ever realize what happened to them ; like a lobotomy, except much less physically invasive.
So that when you are provided "herbs" or told its Native American "tobacco", realize that "tobacco" is another term used for Datura / Jimsonweed ~ but they are confident that people don't normally know that.
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In other countries, drugs & herbs containing scopolamine have been used for murder, abduction, rape and robbery for hundreds of years due to its sinister properties and response in the human brain ...
This is historical FACT.
The criminal use of scopolamine to take advantage of people is becoming more common due to the ease in which it is administered and due to the sinister and virtually undetectable effects on the victim such as in these examples ...
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Scopolamine Queen captured and a link to Wealthy elderly retirees drugged with Scopolamine
And then there are the people who are doing it in NH to others and who destroyed my husbands mind
and our family ...
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Despite that there are other victims who were subject to this intentional poisoning by them, here is the whole story of how Pallah Stimpson and Jim Beard destroyed my husbands mind and my family through the intentional use of toxic herbs for the personal gain of Pallah Stimpson ...
My husband and I had been married for almost 30 years. Together we had five children and my husband was successfully self-employed and operated an IT consulting company in Concord NH.
Our children and I always worked together with my husband at his business clients offices; I would pick our kids up from their private schools in the afternoon and while still in their uniforms; school uniforms or Karate Gi's, we would meet my husband at his business clients offices to help him.
At the time, many of the owners and employees of my husbands business clients offices often commented on my husbands car; a BMW 545I it was as if he'd reached a certain monetary level I guess, my pretty SUV parked next to my old one and our $650,000 home was no secret; a big renovated farm house on 50 acres with an in-ground heated pool and sport court.
I'm bringing all of this up for a reason as you will see.
Basically the perception among people who knew us was that we had a bunch of money.
Down the street from where we lived and across the street from an acquaintance of my husband lived a woman who worked at a small non-profit office in Concord called The Northern Forest Center.
In the summer of 2008 she had begun frequenting the acquaintance of my husband, who would often host small cook-outs and / or "get together's" at his house. Just neighbors getting together.
In early July 2008 my husband received a call from The Northern Forest Center seeking information about IT consulting for the non-profit office. The woman who had lived down the street and had met my husband on a few occassions through his acquaintance who also lived down the street from us, had recommended our IT business to her boss.
On July 28, 2008 my husband signed with The Northern Forest Center to provide IT consulting services.
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One month later in August 2008 we began receiving a number of hang up calls from a cell phone into our in-home office, these calls were forwarded to my cell phone because I was the office manager and was not always available to be sitting in our office at my desk.
One month later in September 17, 2008 the hang up calls into our in-home office completely stopped.
She told him to take the pills together, several times daily.
Her name; Paula (Pallah) Stimpson.
Of course I had an issue with this, but my husband strongly believed that this woman had no reason to hurt him, he trusted her. The pile of sleeping pills and allergy pills on our bureau grew substantially.
The hang up calls continued into my husbands cell phone for months, showing up on the caller ID as "unavailable" and he would frequently receive them on Wednesdays and Fridays although not always.
In the meantime, in February 2009 the "Shamanic healing practitioner"; Pallah Stimpson took a trip with a man named Jim Beard to Wisconsin to attend Winter ceremonies.
Turns out, this was actually a Midewiwin (medicine man) lodge and Midewiwin ceremonies.
Then one month later in March 2009 Pallah contacted Jim Beard to begin holding Native Talking circles and Healing circles with her, despite that she was already holding circles of her own
(I'm pointing this out also for a reason as you will see)
These "herbs" however are highly toxic and the circle were often held at a hypnosis studio.
Bad River Indian Reservation Odanah Wisconsin (yearly Spring & winter ceremonies) the Midewiwin lodge that Pallah went to with Jim Beard in February 2009
One month later on April 3, 2009 Pallah held her first circle with the man she contacted in March to hold circles with her; Jim Beard.
On this same day, Pallah began aggressively calling my husband from The Northern Forest Center to invite him to attend her circles with Jim Beard.
However in court, Pallah would later lie (as you will see) and deny holding these circles, she would also lie about operating a healing business, and she would lie about calling my husband and of even knowing my husband prior to June 2009 when she really did.
This gets very interesting, watch what unfolds
April 3, 2009 Native Talking circle ...
Our phone records for April 3, 2009 demonstrates multiple calls from Pallah using her employers phone; the Northern Forest Center to contact my husband to attend her circles (these calls and the calls below do not include the numerous calls that Pallah also placed to my husbands cell phone as well)
It got to the point that my husband gave me his cell phone to answer for him because he was trying to avoid her.
This continued until Pallah and Jim Beard created a scheme and did something sinister to my husband.
May 8, 2009 another circle held by Pallah & Jim (the same circles Pallah tried to hide and she lied in court about)
Pallah then changes her story as you will see and instead tells the court that the reason she had contact with my husband "at that time" (when he was suffering a sudden profound delirium) was because
"he expressed an interest in attending her circles". Pallah then additionally only includes that she had contact with him through email / notices for a group mailing list & tries to hide that she was aggressively calling him at all too.
Keep this in mind as you continue reading.
My husband tried to provide her with support over the phone as he does with many larger clients, but no matter what he told her to do, the problem was allegedly not getting resolved.
I know because I was sitting with him when he took the call.
May 19, 2009 4:15 pm Pallah calling my husband for "IT Support" from her employers office. The call lasted slightly over 17 minutes as he tried to provide her with computer support.
You've got to remember, this is a very small non-profit office who rarely needed support and when they did,
the supervisor who signed the contract above on July 28, 2008 would always be the person who called my husband when they did need support and only one other time did an employee from this office directly call us for support instead of the supervisor placing the call and that call was placed to our office phone, not to my husbands cell phone so its not so odd that Pallah would need computer support, its odd that she would be the person who placed the alleged computer issue call and even stranger
... directly into my husband's cell phone instead of the office phone.
Moving on ...
My husband placed a series of calls home, all in a row and only minutes apart leaving an initial message of what sounded to be labored and struggled breathing and stunted noises / talking.
Normally when my husband would call any of us, he would call our cell phones first because he knew he had a better chance of reaching us due to our schedules depending on the time of day.
Our home phone number was programmed into his cell phone as an emergency number as in;
"I need to reach you ASAP but can't reach you on your cell phone", and that emergency number was the number he tried calling first and he never tried to call our cell phones.
This indicates that my husband may have been in panic when he tried reaching me so many times and instead of calling me on my cell phone, he hit the number he had programmed as an emergency number in his cell phone.
Our phone records show that my husband did not make any further attempts to call any of us on our cell phones or at the house until 4 hours later when he did what he would normally do;
he called my cell phone, he did not call the house phone before trying to call me on my cell phone first, but he wasn't able to reach me again due to the poor signal.
Additionally, you will learn here how 3 - 4 hours is key and the window of opportunity for people who drug others with herbs containing scopolamine, as the initial terrifying effects of the drug wear off between
3 - 4 hours, yet leave the victim in a chemical hypnosis and mentally incapacitated for up to 5 days with each dose.
Again, I'm bringing all of this up for a reason. Keep reading.
So as far as this point in time ...
* Pallah Stimpson was the Shamanic Healer who had opened her own healing practice and was providing un-packaged Sleeping pills and Allergy pills to my husband beginning in
September 2008 when my husband began receiving hang up calls into his cell phone which was directly after we were receiving numerous hang up calls into our in-home office beginning in August 2008 which was one month after my husband signed with The Northern Forest Center on July 28, 2008 who was Pallah Stimpsons employer, to provide them with IT services.
(In court, Pallah would later deny working for The Northern Forest Center in 2008 despite that their website has Pallah listed as working for them in 2008 as you will also see)
* Pallah Stimpson was the person aggressively calling my husband to attend her circles from her very first circle held on April 3, 2009 again on April 10, 2009; May 1, 2009 and again on
May 8, 2009 despite his continued refusal
* Pallah Stimpson was the last person my husband was with before placing a number of peculiar call home, leaving a very odd message of struggled talking & breathing
* Pallah Stimpson was the person who contacted my husband on May 19, 2009 and asked my husband to go out to her on May 20, 2009
This is important so keep it in mind as you continue to read.
My husband arrived home later than he normally would on this day and immediately went to bed.
He stayed in bed for 72 + hours and when he finally woke and stayed up, he was acting odd and had begun to suffer a delirium that would become much worse over the next couple of weeks; frightening hallucinations, rage episodes, back and forth normal to crazy behavior and very peculiar, sad statements about his marriage, our family and suicide pacts.
Long story short, on June 17, 2009 my husband suffered a major psychotic break resulting on his abrupt departure from our home on June 20, 2009 because an angel told him he had no choice, his hands were tied and it was already done etc.
~ My successful, self-employed BMW 545I driving, sole providing of his family husband of almost 30 years and father to 5 private school going children ... now suffering a peculiar delirium, suffered a psychotic break, abruptly left his family because an angel told him to and that he had no choice,
then immediately moved in with Pallah Stimpson.
this is the same woman who was providing him with un-packaged sleeping pills and allergy pills,
this is the same woman who aggressively contacted my husband to attend her circles and from the very first circle she held after contacting medicine man Jim Beard to hold them with her,
this is the same woman who my husband was trying to avoid,
this is the same woman my husband was with when he placed a series of peculiar calls home and leaving a message of labored and struggled breathing / talking,
this is the same woman who would lie numerous times to the court and attempt to hide information,
this is the same woman who was witnessed leaving the hypnosis studio with my husband by me and our children on the night of August 14, 2009 ~ a night Pallah held a circle and would later lie about it in court and change her story at least 3 times as you will see
this is the same person my husband was with on the night of August 14, 2009 when he sent me an email that contained the IP address of the hypnosis studio in its header source code as you will see
this is the same woman who tried to hide her aggressive calls placed to my husband from the court
this is the same woman who you will see also filed a false police report against me and a false stalking petition,
this is the same woman who would sign my husbands financials and (sudden) divorce documents.
I suspect that there are people reading this blog who will be compelled to pass judgement on me and the information I have provided thus far and or doubt my story, hey I don't blame you, you don't know me,
but I strongly suggest that before you do that you continue reading and take a look at the undisputed evidence, Pallah's multiple lies to the court and manipulation in black and white and give my information a fair chance before you do so you can decide for yourself.
Let's continue ..
... or that Pallah would have everyone including the court and her own family believe.
She initially told the court in a statement that she did not even know my husband prior to what she knew as his separation from his wife in June 2009 and despite that my husband stated in a court document that he met her in 2008.
She stated she had only met him during a 30 second introduction through her "new" employer (which you will see was in fact not her "new" employer)
Pallah would then imply in a court statement that she did not know what "circles" his wife (me) was talking about and actually labeled her own circles as "bizarre", these would be the same circles she denied holding but did in fact hold from April 3, 2009 - August 14, 2009 (below as you will see)
She would then completely deny opening her healing business after she registered it and in another court statement she denied operating a healing business at all, when she did as you will also see.
When I presented Pallah's flyers for her circles to the court, suddenly Pallah remembered her own circles and stated in another court document that she did have contact with my husband "at that time" (the time when he was suffering a delirium) and only through email notifications because he expressed an interest in attending her circles, these would be the same circles she previously pretended not to know about and actually labeled as "bizarre".
Pallah then told the court that she could not have known my husband in 2008 because she did not work for The Northern Forest Center in 2008.
However, The Northern Forest Center had Pallah Stimpson listed as working for them in 2008.
Think I'm kidding? See the court documents below.
There's a point to this, keep reading
There are many other flyers right into August 2009 as you will also see.
Here, let me pick one from June 2009 to use as an example;
Hosted by "Hollow Bone Healing" ...
Take a look again ...
And the flyers for her circles use her healing business information for "Hhollow Bone Healing" and they are all dated from April 2009 - August 2009 right? (theres more flyers below)
Well, here is when Pallah registered her healing business ... September 18, 2008
But didn't Pallah state this to the court ...
"Hollow Bone Healing" is nothing more than a business name, I was unable to proceed to its opening as planned shortly after registering it
Pallah registered her healing business on September 18, 2008
Yet you just saw her flyers with her business information on them dated well into ... 2009
actually for almost 1 year into 2009 as you will see and during the time she was contacting my husband to attend the circles she pretended to not know about and labeled as bizarre and during the time my husband was suffering a sudden and profound delirium.
Her healing business; "Hollow Bone Healing", the same business that she stated to the court she was unable to proceed to open shortly after she registered it is hosting her circles from
April 3, 2009 - August 14, 2009
I think anyone would wonder why Pallah;
A. would try to hide her circles, admitting to them only after her flyers were shown to the court
B. why she labeled them as "bizarre" when she initially pretended not to know about them
C. why she lied about her contact with my husband during the time he was suffering a sudden delirium
D. why she lied about operating her healing business
E. why she lied about when she began working at The Northern Forest Center
These are reasonable questions don't you agree?
Clearly there's a problem here.
After I provided the court with her flyers ...
If that is the case, how do you suppose my husband
A. learned of her two types of circles
B. provided his contact information to be placed on her mailing list
C. and expressed an interest in attending her circles, all during only a brief 30 second professional introduction through her alleged "NEW" employer?
This gets interesting. Let's take a closer look
Pallah first stated this ...
After the court was given proof of her circles that she initially denied, now she states this ...
How come my husband only remembers circles Pallah held with Jim Beard in 2009 that were for
"troubled youth" as seen in his court statement below, when she was actually holding circles with Jim Beard that had zero to do with troubled youth in 2009 as indicated on all of her flyers for 2009?
Further, if what Pallah states is true about my husband expressing an interest in attending her circles, the same circles she initially tried to hide from the court and if he only remembers circles for "troubled youth",
why would my husband express an interest in attending circles as Pallah claimed if as he believed, they were for"troubled youth" as indicated in his statement to the court below?
Hey, Pallah's the one who twice in court documents said she never knew my husband prior to his separation from his wife in June 2009.
Look at her statements again ...
That separation between my husband and I occurred out of nowhere on June 20, 2009 during a profound delirium & a hallucinated angel that told him he had to leave and he immediately moved in with Pallah.
So that being said, when exactly did Pallah's romance or relationship with this "stranger" begin if as she states; she didn't know him prior to his separation from his wife in June 2009 aside of a brief 30 second intro and if our abrupt separation that occurred during his delirium didn't occur until June 20, 2009 when an angel told him he had to leave and that he had no choice and
... he immediately moved in with Pallah when he left us on June 20, 2009?
Do you follow me?
I highly doubt that my successful self-employed, seemingly wealthy husband who had never moved out of our home or lived with anyone else in the almost 30 years we were married, a man who was raised strict catholic, didn't believe in divorce, made sure we went to church on Sunday's and wouldn't even allow our children to watch the kids movie; "The Secret in the Garden" due to the young kids chanting in a circle, would suddenly decide to leave his family out of nowhere and immediately move in with a woman he had only briefly met through a 30 second introduction, a woman who is an employee (office help) ... of our business client no less.
Hummmmm, my husband made two peculiar and major decisions that were both completely out of his character based on an "angel" that he hallucinated and during a profound and sudden delirium that occurred after Pallah was aggressively calling him to attend her circles, the same circles that Jim Beard offers "tobacco and herbs" at , circles that Pallah tried to hide from the court,
circles that Pallah labeled as bizarre, circles that my husband doesn't remember, and all occurring after my husband placed a series of peculiar calls home, leaving a message of labored and struggled breathing when he went to fix a computer issue for Pallah directly before he suffered the onset of
a rapid delirium.
Perhaps now you are beginning to see the reason why Pallah would lie to the court.
Keep reading, Pallah's BS and lies get even better.
However, her employer; The Northern Forest Center seems to think otherwise ...
I wonder why Pallah didn't want the court to know that she was working for
The Northern Forest Center in 2008 too? You know, its when my husband stated in court documents that he met her in 2008 > the same year that Pallah's employer became our business client.
I wonder if it has anything to do with the hang up calls we were getting from a cell phone beginning in
August 2008 ... one month after my husband signed with Pallah's employer The Northern Forest Center on July 28, 2008 or the sleeping pills and allergy pills he began bringing home from a shamanic healer who had just opened up a healing place in September 2008
"for a long time" and that he had 5 children!
On August 14, 2009 another circle was held by Pallah & Jim at Concord Hypnosis and Wellness (the same circles Pallah tried to hide and she lied in court about). The circle was scheduled, as seen here in this ad for it to be held from 6:30 pm to 9:30 pm
Well, after having zero to very little contact at all with my husband since he abruptly moved on
June 20, 2009 on August 14, 2009 earlier in the day before Pallah held her circle, my husband had emailed me and he had asked me a question to which I responded to at 7:03 pm
This is alarming because it suggests that for some odd reason, he wasn't getting any of my emails or any of my numerous calls. But keep reading to see what unfolds.
I responded to my husband again and I asked him what time he was coming over. My plan was to remove the kids and myself from the house before he got there due to the spontaneous & frightening rage episodes he was suddenly experiencing before he abruptly left us. However, my husband never responded to me.
So believing he could show up at any time, the kids and I left. We went to McDonalds on South Main St. in Concord NH for a shake and then to get gas at Hess then to head to Derry NH where my mom lived.
At 8:00 pm after getting gas and on our way toward the on ramp for 93 south in Concord near Hall St. & Burger King, the kids and I noticed my husbands car parked on the left in downtown Concord by the building where Concord Hypnosis and Wellness is. I stopped my truck and parked on the right side of the road to confirm that it was my husbands car when both my husband and Pallah were walking together leaving Concord Hypnosis and Wellness and getting into my husbands car together.
Completely shocked, I lepped from my truck and began to cross the busy street to talk to my husband.
Pallah noticed me first and let out a loud, strange noise, till this day I don't know why she made the noise or how she knew who I was since she had never met me.
The only reason I knew who she was, was because when the kids and I helped my husband at The Northern Forest Center in late March and April 2009 Pallah had a few pictures of herself on and around her desk;
a picture of her with her boys, and another picture of her squatting down with some wolves etc. and my husband had pointed her out by name, telling me she was the Shamanic healer giving him pills.
When my husband saw me, he began verbally raging at me, he hit me in my chest and pushed me, Pallah took a seat on the curb in front of my husbands car. Our daughter saw my husband hit me and came running to my aid when my husband began verbally raging at her and he got into a fighting stance with his fists up.
Both my daughter & I were traumatized by this. This was a man who for 30 years would have died for us, he was the man who protected us, who provided for us, who made sure everyone had respect for us.
I was instantly taken to a time when my daughter who was standing next to me crying hysterically while watching her father today, first learned to walk seemingly like yesterday and there was my husband saying "comon' honey, come see daddy" while clapping his hands together.
We have it on video, stuffed away with what is now left of our once close and strongly rooted family of 30 years, destroyed by two selfish and soul-less people; Pallah Stimpson and Jim Beard.
When my daughter and I returned to my truck, I found my son hiding in the 3rd row seat. He told me he was afraid his father would see him and come after him too.
Despite that this incident was between my husband, our daughter and me and that Pallah had never met me, and took a seat on the curb while the incident took place, 5 weeks later, Pallah would file a false police report against me stating that I attacked her on the night of August 14, 2009.
So now lets switch back to court.
Initiallly, Pallah denied holding a circle on this night and she believed she could pull it off & hide that she held a circle because she had Jim Beard remove the two flyers for both August 7, 2009 & August 14, 2009 from his website before the hearing to make it look like they didn''t have any circles at all in August.
When I went back to print them off, they were missing.
Here is the schedule on Jim Beards website for April 2009
Here is the schedule on Jim Beards website for May 2009
Here is the schedule on Jim Beards website for June 2009
Here is the schedule on Jim Beards website for July 2009
Here is the schedule on Jim Beards website for August 2009
However, when I pulled out the face book postings for the circles held on
August 7, 2009 & August 14, 2009 instead of the flyers, just like before, suddenly Pallah remembered the circle she had on the night of August 14, 2009
August 7, 2009
August 14, 2009
But this is the story Pallah now provided to the court;
She said; after she got to her circle, she realized she forgot her purse at her employers office and left to go back where she left it. She stated when she got there, my husband was there working on her employers
(The Northern Forest Center) computers and when he saw her, he asked her to dinner so she stayed until he was done. When my husband was done working on the computers, they left together.
She said that she and my husband were never at the hypnosis studio that she and my husband were leaving Dos Amigo's Burritos in Concord together after having dinner on the night of August 14, 2009 and that is when we saw them together getting into his car.
Ok Folks, the problem with this story is this;
Do you remember the email my husband sent to me at 7:20 pm on the night of August 14, 2009 telling me he was coming over?
That email contained the IP address of Concord Hypnosis & Wellness in its header source code.
Concord Hypnosis is where Pallah was holding her circle that night.
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Do you remember what time Pallah circle was scheduled for that night?
It was 6:30 pm - 9:30 pm.
If they were having dinner, and at 8:00 pm we saw them leaving the "restaurant" as Pallah claims, what happened to anyone else that was waiting for her return to the circle she was holding from
6:30 pm to 9:30 pm when she left to get her purse?
Did she just blow them off?
Do you want to know what the restaurant had to say about Pallah's story?
They said it doesn't add up because no one on a Friday night at that time could get seating, menus, order food, eat their meals and be walking down the street, all in less than 20 minutes as Pallah stated.
Keep this in mind ...
* Pallah Stimpson was the person my husband was trying to avoid by giving me his cell phone to answer
* Pallah Stimpson was the last person my husband was with when he placed several calls home all in a row and left a message of labored and struggled breathing, then suffering a delirium on
May 20, 2009
* Pallah Stimpson was the person holding circles with toxic herbs and tobacco during the time my husband suffered a profound delirium
* Pallah Stimpson is the person who lied numerous times in court and tried to hide information regarding her sudden romantic relationship with my husband and her healing business and her circles
* Pallah Stimpson was the person my husband was with that night when they were leaving the hypnosis studio together when he was suffering a delirium
* Pallah Stimpson was the person my husband moved in with immediately following his unexplained delirium and abrupt departure from our home on June 20, 2009
Oh, we are not done, there's more ... your going to see the actual undisputed result of toxic herbs and hypnosis in action!
So then I provided the court with the following information about Pallah that I found online
August 6, 2009 > 8 days before we witnessed my husband leaving the hypnosis studio with Pallah.
Her employer stated on their website that she is a herbalist
Pallah previous circles; plant spirit medicine, every circle culminates in a group journey.
After all this, watch what Pallah now states to the court ...
Didn't she testify that she doesn't use or provide ANY plant based substances to anyone?
Didn't she testify that Jim Beard doesn't either?
Now she states;
My use of "Herbalism and Naturopathy" in my personal life
Pallah also refers to her skills as "healing skills" and has already lied a bunch of times to the court as you just saw, yet she expects everyone to believe her when she states she only uses these methods in her personal life, which is bad enough & would include my husband and anyone else involved with her who isn't family (she separates the two in her statement)
Paula (Pallah) Stimpson does not have the mandatory license required in the state of NH
The New Hampshire board of Naturopathic medicine
Ok so moving on, yes there's more ... undisputed toxic herbs and hypnosis used and in action is coming,
After living the hell that Pallah & Jim forced my family to endure, now knowing that Pallah uses her
illegal "healing skills" on children and knowing that my vulnerable son would be visiting with his father and would be subject to Pallah too, I sought out protection of my son through the court.
Pallah turned around and immediately filed for a false stalking petition against me and attempted to use her false police report to support her claims against me.
Keep in mind that this was when I had no car, no money and I lost my home & the kids and I moved to Derry NH with my mom in her 1 bdrm apt. (this was over 40 minutes from Pallah's town and 25 minutes from were she worked) because my husband, the sole provider of our family for nearly 30 years and whose mind was broke from toxic herbs and was manipulated with hypnosis stopped paying all of the bills; my truck was repossessed and we were evicted while he lived at Pallah's home.
In her stalking petition, Pallah alleged that I had been stalking her for over a year and a half, that I physically attacked her on the night of August 14, 2009 and that SHE suffered a loss of wages due to me stalking her.
So here the kids and I were; my husband living with her and with a broken mind due to her intentionally poisoning him, we are homeless, penniless and I don't even have a car, and Pallah is claiming loss of wages in her FALSE stalking petition against me.
There ya go folks, this is the same person who publicly claims to have love, gratitude, respect and peace for everyone and all living things!
The real person, the person who she really is ... the truth of the matter is right in front of your face. Her tactful words of kindness delivered with so called peace, can't hide the truth.
Pallah, a person who had never once even met me, in her false stalking petition also apparently was confused and projected her own "issues" on to me by diagnosing me and requesting the court to have me undergo immediate psychiatric evaluation to determine possible psychosis or sociopathic tendencies.
If you also notice; Pallah, despite never once meeting me and having zero to ever do with me also asks the court to direct me to attend a batterer program.
A Batterer program?
What Pallah is identifying is someone who;
* demonstrates a loss of contact with reality
* someone who demonstrate superficial charm, who is conning and manipulative
* a liar, someone who has a sense of grandiose
* lack of remorse and guilt and
* criminal versatility
* a person who is abusive
Well, here are just a few examples, lets see here:
#1 After placing numerous hang up calls into our home and into my husbands cell phone,
after then detrimentally providing my husband with un-packaged sleeping pills and allergy pills,
after conspiring with Jim Beard to hold circles with her and aggressively trying to get my husband to attend them from the start and after creating a scheme to get my husband to come out to her due to his prior and repeated refusals to attend her circles ...
Pallah believed that my husband expressed an interest in attending her circles when he did not.
Instead he was poisoned with scopolamine on May 20, 2009 a day when Pallah requested he go out to her to fix an alleged computer issue and after she unsuccessfully tried to get him to attend her circles beginning on April 3, 2009 Pallah's belief that my husband expressed an interest in attending her circles is a
loss of contact with reality
#2 All of the information on this one page demonstrates Pallah's ability to
charm, manipulate and lie
#3 Pallah proclaims that she uses healing skills that require everyone else to have a mandatory license and even points out who has licenses to compare them to herself, but somehow, she believes that she is the exception.
That is a distinct sense of grandiose.
#4 After criminally destroying my husband's mind, my family and making the kids and I homeless and penniless, Pallah claimed she suffered a loss of wages and made up stories about me attacking her and stalking her.
No remorse, no guilt, no shame.
#5 Do you know what a person emotionally and physically endures when they have been poisoned with Datura / Jimsonweed?
The most terrifying experience one could ever endure. They suffer a mentally physical un-escapable death, they experience what they believe to be death, often requiring to be strapped down. They suffer brain damage and they are subject to coma and actual death.
On top of this, forcing someone to physically suffer brain damage and making them do something against their will is not only severely controlling but also ...
So who is it that needs psychiatric evaluation?
Who really is the sociopath here?
... She's projecting.
Her False stalking petition against me was dismissed because she couldn't substantiate any of her claims.
Now watch her other lies unfold ...
As I previously said, I had never met Pallah and only knew her through what my husband had told me about her beginning in 2008 and pictures of her located at her desk at The Northern Forest Center.
How I found out all of these things about her was through her own information that she placed online about herself which was in numerous online communities and open to the public for anyone to read and in some instances she had "print" buttons for people to print off her information.
Prior to witnessing my husband with Pallah and leaving Concord Hypnosis and Wellness on the night of August 14, 2009 when she was holding a circle there with Jim Beard; on July 9, 2009 a day before Pallah held another circle on July 10, 2009 and shortly under 2 weeks after my husband abruptly left us,
Pallah sent my husband a text from her cell phone at 11:12 pm.
July 10, 2009 another circle held by Pallah and Jim Beard
Judging by the phone number I knew this was not a person who typically calls my husband and I also knew that no one besides our children, myself and my husbands friend ever text him, so this was really quite odd to me so I googled it and that is when information about Pallah surfaced online. Some of this information that I found, I later (months later) placed on my face book for my family to see due to what had happened to my husband.
However, Pallah decided to lie yet again to the court and she alleged that I repeatedly placed her personal information online and placed her and her children in extreme danger and then she tried again to use her false police report to support her claims by stating that I have already been warned by the police to stay away from her, which wasn't true.
So I pointed out to the court that her information was already online and placed there by Pallah herself and in some instances even included "print" buttons to print her information. I also pointed out that if anyone placed her and her children in extreme danger it was through her own irresponsible acts of placing her own personal information online in a number of communities and for anyone to access.
Guess what Pallah did next; in another court document, she changed her story and stated that much of her information is public and she conveniently brings up her "volunteering work" to play on that, but now she attempts to bang on the whole stalking thing again and accuses me of concocting wild stories, trying to excite the court, instill pity on myself for the sheer pleasure of game play.
Let me reitterate; I was living in Derry NH during this time with no car & no money, who in the hell would go to a court that is located 25 minutes away, try and get help for their husband, take information about the only person who is the commonality among everything that happened to my husband and my family (Pallah) with a borrowed car, borrowed money for gas while washing my cloths with body soap in a bath tub to look presentable to the court, for the sheer pleasure of game play?
It's pretty simple ...
Who is the person here that has been lying to the court, hiding information from the court and changing her stories for the court?
Who is the person whose family, marriage and finances have been destroyed?
Who is the person who filed a false police report and a false stalking petition?
Who is the person that was giving my husband pills that are considered hypnotics and who state toxicology said would be detrimental to take together several times daily?
Who is the person aggressively contacting my husband to attend her circles that include toxic herbs and tobacco?
Who was the person with my husband when he was leaving a hypnosis studio on a night she held a circle?
Who is the person that my husband suddenly became in a relationship with and who he moved in with after abruptly leaving his family because an angel told him he had no choice and while he was suffering a delirium?
Who is the person who was left with a destroyed family, marriage and no husband, no home, no car and penniless?
Who is the person who signed my husbands financial documents and divorce paperwork for the court?
Who did Pallah contact to hold circles with her despite that she was already holding her own circles? Midewiwin medicine man; Jim Beard
Owner of Northeast American Cultural Resources
Where did Pallah go with Jim Beard 8 weeks before she tried to get my husband to attend her very first circle?
The Midewiwin lodge
Jim Beard; "My teacher is a Midewiwin"
Below is my husband new name on face book.
What is a Midewiwin again?
Oh yeah, they work with and play with vegetable poisons.
What are common vegetable poisons used among the Midewiwin?
Oh yeah, they use Datura, Jimson weed and Belladonna also known as "Tobacco"
What did Jim Beard say he would be providing at a Native Talking circle and Healing circle?
Oh yeah, "tobacco & herbs"
Oh yeah, that would be Midewiwin, medicine man Jim BeardHere is an example of one Midewiwin ceremony, its called the Wysoccan ceremony.
What is Wyssocan?
Wysoccan is a drink that contains the toxic herbs; Datura / Jimson weed also known in Native American culture as "Tobacco" AKA Scopolamine, Atropine & Hyoscamine
The Mides would take young men of their tribe and lock them away in cages for 18 - 30 days, sometimes a little longer.
The young men would be fed Wysoccan daily.
They were put in cages due to the madness, memory loss and organic brain damage that Wysoccan would cause.
The young men would then be subject to hypnosis to "fill" what was taken away and damaged in their minds.
When the young men were allowed to return to the village, they often did not even recognize their own mother and their own names.
How long did my husband suffer a delirium before he abruptly moved out because an angel told him he had to?
He was poisoned on May 20, 2009 and he abruptly left us on June 20, 2009 ... 30 days.
What was the purpose of this Midewiwin ceremony?
To erase memories and implant new memories to make great warriors. It was believed that if their memories were erased from childhood, their great warrior in training would have no fear or experiences that would prevent them from being great warriors and they could be literally molded into whatever the Mides wanted;
a new person.
What are Jim Beards and Pallah Stimpsons circles?
The Native Talking circle is a "ceremony" with teachings given by elder Larry Matrious.
Who is Larry Matrious?
He is Jim Beards Midewiwin teacher
The circle is in accordance to Algonquin tradition .
What is Algonquin?
The Algonquin Indians are Native Canadian people of North America who speak the Algonquin language. In terms of their culture and language, they are closely related to the Odawa and Ojibwe, and form a larger group; Anicinàpe, of which is Anishnaabe. Today, Anishnabe people still live along the East Coast of the U.S. and Canada, as well as the shores of the Great Lakes, the Rocky Mountains and even as far south as Mexico.
Traditionally, the Algonquin’s and Ojibwe were practitioners of Midewiwin.
The circle goes from being a "circle" & states "About the circle" but then suddenly switches to a "ceremony";
"The ceremony is in accordance to Algonquin tradition".
One Algonquin Midewiwin ceremony is called the Wysoccan ceremony.
If you notice on the flyer above for Pallah and Jim Beards circles, at the very bottom it states;
"Attendees are reminded of the requirement" .
They are supposedly inviting anyone to attend these circles, yet it does not explain what the "requirement is" of its attendees and it doesn't state anywhere that this "ceremony" is actually a Midewiwin ~ medicine man ceremony.
Even the way in which it is worded doesn't make any sense ~ its as if they plugged it in so it wouldn't be a surprise later when someone attends their circle;
"Attendees are reminded of the requirement - and - sensitive - to"
Are there any other drugs or examples you can provide that could support what the toxic herbs used by Pallah Stimpson and Jim Beard on people have any other name that the chemicals scopolamine, atropine and hyoscamine in high consentrations in Datura and Jimsonweed are known as?
Burundanga: scariest drug in the world
What is Burundanga?
Burundanga is primarily made up of; Scopolamine, Atropine and Hyoscamine and causes;
delirium, psychosis, hallucinations, rage episodes, a chemical hypnosis, elevated body temperature, a skin rash, dilated pupils, vocal paralysis, and the inability to make independent decisions; the governments definition, loss of memory; retrograde amnesia, organic brain damage, coma and death.
A person poisoned with Burundanga | Scopolamine will almost always outwardly appear "normal".
A person poisoned with Burundanga | Scopolamine lacks the ability to recognize that they are poisoned.
A person poisoned with Burundanga | Scopolamine can be poisoned into a permanent psychosis
A person poisoned with Burundanga | Scopolamine cannot tell the difference between reality and hallucinations
A person skilled in the use of high, repeated doses of Burundanga | Scopolamine could use it on someone to the point that the drug would no longer be required to attain the same effects or behavior sought;
resulting in a chemical lobotomy and the victim would lack the ability to recognize what happened to them.
However, be aware that these drugs / herbs are being used in New Hampshire on innocent and unsuspecting people by two individuals who are using it for self-gain and who believe they will never get caught.
And in the back of your mind to anyone who ever wondered how Pallah quickly ended up with the
self-employed computer guy who drives that fancy BMW 545I that everyone made such a big deal over, now you know; toxic, brain damaging herbs AKA ... "Tobacco" & Hypnosis
And if you have been witness to the somewhat recent sudden breakup of Pallah and my husband after
their 4 year relationship ~ I posted a small blurb that I was soon publishing a book that contained the very same info and evidence as is demonstrated on this blog (except a little more) at a time when Pallah and Jim Beard were frequenting my blog.
Pallah and my husband immediately broke up and Jim Beard made his face book private for the first time in 4 years and also after one of Jim Beard's family members began frequenting my blog, learned about my book and tried to be friends with me on face book, but she quickly changed her mind and tried to retract her friend request, but I had already been sent the request.
People can't just break up with their history or wipe away the crimes that they have committed anymore than someone who believes they can hide behind a closed door labeled "private" after they commit a crime and they have been caught. It all catches up with you eventually, one way or another.
Thanks for reading, re-read and learn so you can protect yourself and your family and stay safe.
Other important links to other posts on this blog
An open letter describing how Datura | Jimsonweed does can permanently change a person
Jim Beard ... and FRAUD
Datura / Tobacco
Here are the links to Pallah and Jim Beards Native Talking circles held in 2009 ...
April 3, 2009
April 10, 2009
May 1, 2009
May 8, 2009
June 5, 2009
June 12, 2009
July 3, 2009
July 10, 2009
As previously mentioned, the circles for August 2009 were previously removed.
BTW to date, these Native Talking Circles and Healing circles are still being held in and around New Hampshire.
One last interesting thing I'd like to add that occurred on July 20, 2009 ...
My husband and I had previously hired an answering service in October 2008 / November 2008 for the times that I was not available to take business calls and for the times that his business clients needed emergency support. The answering service would contact us by phone and through email to give us our messages and they were well instructed that only my husband or I were the only contacts for our business.
With my husband now gone, suffering a delirium and living with Pallah,
I received the following peculiar email message from our answering service ...
The email message clearly indicates that a woman by the name of Diane Drewes called our business phone number to return a call to Elizabeth McMillan and asked Elizabeth McMillan to call her back ASAP.
Diane Drewes also provided her company; "Dartmouth Hitchcock" and her phone number; 603-629-1110
and then she states she was returning Elizabeth McMillan's call.
Of course I'm wondering; who is Elizabeth McMillan, why did she provide our business phone number as her contact number for Diane Drewes of Dartmouth Hitchcock to call her back?
And ... who is Diane Drewes?
So I called our answering service thinking maybe there was a mistake.
The answering service double checked the call, got back to me and they said it was not a mistake.
I then called the number that Diane Drewes provided to Elizabeth McMillan to call her back ASAP and this is what I was told;
Diane Drewes is from the "Risk Management" department of Dartmouth Hitchcock.
The "Risk Management" department is a legal ("middleman") entity for physicians to call when they provide medical services such as in an emergency situation, but outside of Dartmouth Hitchcock.
I was further told; Elizabeth McMillan is a physician and when a physician employed by Dartmouth Hitchcock provides medical services outside of Dartmouth Hitchcock, they must call The "Risk Management" department ASAP after providing their medical services and to provide the information to them.
Now of course I'm upset because I know that my husband is suffering a delirium, experienced a major psychotic break that resulted in abandoning his family because an angel told him he had no choice,
so I begin calling my husband to find out what is going on numerous times, over and over again and
... for 4 days, but I could never and did never reach him.
In fact here is one of the emails I sent him when I couldn't reach him, see him or speak to him. Of couse some of the things I had to block out b/c they are personal.
In fact the last and only time my husband spoke with me was on the night of August 14, 2009 when he was leaving the hypnosis studio with Pallah Stimpson.
Now knowing what I know about Pallah & Jim Beard, their manipulation, their toxic herbs and what these drugs are capable of doing; did something happen to my husband at his office that required emergency medical attention and instead of calling an ambulance (word would obviously get out) did Pallah or Jim Beard to keep it quiet, perhaps call a physician who may be a friend of one of them?
I remember how on July 1, 2009 after having almost no contact at all with my husband while he was suffering a delirium, after he abruptly left us and moved in with Pallah, I received the following email from my husband
I'm pointing this out for a reason as you will see
Let me remind you that this is a man who had suffered a delirium, suddenly abandoned his wife of almost 30 years and children because an angel told him to and he would not take my calls, answer my email, give me any answers or let me know what was going on with our bills and suddenly I get this email from him of which is written as if I'm a stranger or business client to him.
I really had become a stranger to him, he no longer knew me due to brain damage.
His un-familiarness of me & disconnect from me and his demeanor which quickly turned into actual "hate" of me occurred faster than you could possibly imagine.
Now take a look at some emails he sent me directly before Pallah Stimpson and Jim Beard poisoned him with toxic herbs, before he suffered a delirium and was forced into hypnosis …
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on June 20, 2009 because an angel told him he had to and he had no choice
and he moved in with Pallah
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Other email to the kids and I from my husband prior to when he was poisoned ...
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